Although I have tried to block everything out jedi- style it ruined my day. Sadly innocent people was hurt in the process because of the anger I had built up during the day.
I would very much like to get better at handling these unexpected turns in life because I hate it when the Grumpy in me can not let things go. I try several things:
1- "Will this matter in 5 years?"
2- I try to go to my happy place (but I am not sure where it is!)
3- I try to think about other stuff, fun things, pretty men etc etc
4- Hard workouts usually helps but today is not my workout day
5- I go for a walk, but again- this is not my workout day.
Today and other days also none of this helped. Then what? Suggestions are kindly received!
Anyways- there are good things happening too. Mr Grumpy is aaalmost finished outside, at least the scaffolding is gone. YEY!
There is a backside here as well:
He promised to be finished by new year but as always that didn`t happen because there is a "detail remaining there", and " oh I forgot Grumpy there is yet another detail at the other side too!" Since he also have started working out again, the pace he had before- rehabilitationwise -is tuned down several notches. So new year have passed without finishing, and I am sure the same thing will happen with January. This is the life in a house during rehabilitation. Patience is a virtue.
I do not think we have managed to keep one deadline we have set ourselves.
Enjoy your evening, I will try to enjoy mine. Maybe I should do yoga or try meditating...
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